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laurificus at 06:55pm on 16/10/2011 under dean winchester is my favourite, i heart sam winchester, tv-supernatural
laurificus at 06:55pm on 16/10/2011 under dean winchester is my favourite, i heart sam winchester, tv-supernaturalWas that the best episode of SPN ever? Okay, it wasn't, but it was pretty amazing. I have been looking forward to it since before the season even started, and I was not disappointed.
I do not even know! What is this show I am watching! chick flick moments over beer by the car! Dean willing to die before he'd let Sam know what he did to Amy! Lawyer!Sam! And the return of S2/3 Sammy!
I mean, really! This is Sam of old. He is back to being all earnest and hopeful and sweet! and now he is on a mission to save Dean from himself, and that is eminently more doable than saving Dean from hell, because all he has to do is stick around and be Sam. I love that he's noticed Dean's drinking, and is calling him on it, and I love how vehemently he defended him. He loves him, of course he does, but I am always so happy when they show how much faith Sam has in him, and how much he believes in his basic goodness.
Also, I might have to repent a bit for doubting Dean's love. I'd already come around to the idea that he was being such a dick because he felt he'd let Sam down by not saving him, but it's not even just that. It's that he thinks he's actually responsible for what's happened to him, and that's much worse. When you see 703 and 704 back-to-back, what he did with Amy is much more understandable--or at least, his headspace when he did it is. Sam saying he's a freak but he's managing it isn't comforting at all when Dean thinks he's the person who's led him to that place, you know? And I've been all, "He should be more proud of Sam for holding it together so well!" but Dean just sees him struggling, and thinks it's his fault. There's no room for pride yet.
But that is okay, because Sam feels good! He's at peace and happy, and if Sam is okay, then Dean can be okay. It is an actual law of the universe.
*flails* It could still all go horribly wrong--will, most likely, given this show--and there is still Amy waiting to blow up in our faces. But right now, it's all just lovely. BOYS! <3
***
I have Merlin watching to do now. I hear it is very good, and possibly unexpected things happen. I don't know. I was out last night while it was on, in highly impractical shoes, and I have the blisters to prove it. Why must shoes betray me in this fashion! Have I not always loved them?
Also, since Friday, I have been issuing orders to my phone, and they have been obeyed. No more typing for me! No more pesky things like actually having to find music before I play it. It is all very good, but I fear I have developed a taste for power. Now I want everything else to respond to my every whim. And when I say everything, I also mean everyone. But it would be okay! I'd be such a fair and just dictator. Just give me a chance!
I do not even know! What is this show I am watching! chick flick moments over beer by the car! Dean willing to die before he'd let Sam know what he did to Amy! Lawyer!Sam! And the return of S2/3 Sammy!
I mean, really! This is Sam of old. He is back to being all earnest and hopeful and sweet! and now he is on a mission to save Dean from himself, and that is eminently more doable than saving Dean from hell, because all he has to do is stick around and be Sam. I love that he's noticed Dean's drinking, and is calling him on it, and I love how vehemently he defended him. He loves him, of course he does, but I am always so happy when they show how much faith Sam has in him, and how much he believes in his basic goodness.
Also, I might have to repent a bit for doubting Dean's love. I'd already come around to the idea that he was being such a dick because he felt he'd let Sam down by not saving him, but it's not even just that. It's that he thinks he's actually responsible for what's happened to him, and that's much worse. When you see 703 and 704 back-to-back, what he did with Amy is much more understandable--or at least, his headspace when he did it is. Sam saying he's a freak but he's managing it isn't comforting at all when Dean thinks he's the person who's led him to that place, you know? And I've been all, "He should be more proud of Sam for holding it together so well!" but Dean just sees him struggling, and thinks it's his fault. There's no room for pride yet.
But that is okay, because Sam feels good! He's at peace and happy, and if Sam is okay, then Dean can be okay. It is an actual law of the universe.
*flails* It could still all go horribly wrong--will, most likely, given this show--and there is still Amy waiting to blow up in our faces. But right now, it's all just lovely. BOYS! <3
***
I have Merlin watching to do now. I hear it is very good, and possibly unexpected things happen. I don't know. I was out last night while it was on, in highly impractical shoes, and I have the blisters to prove it. Why must shoes betray me in this fashion! Have I not always loved them?
Also, since Friday, I have been issuing orders to my phone, and they have been obeyed. No more typing for me! No more pesky things like actually having to find music before I play it. It is all very good, but I fear I have developed a taste for power. Now I want everything else to respond to my every whim. And when I say everything, I also mean everyone. But it would be okay! I'd be such a fair and just dictator. Just give me a chance!
pleased